lets see its november, i had a boyfriend but i was an idiot and lost him... well then there is the other thing of too many guys now wanting my attention when i still need time to myself, also im still getting over deaths of family and crap like that but i'll be fine sooner or later cus i need to be strong in what i do. only so many thing interest me now... im still writing but a different book now cuz a friend of mine lost my other v.v but its ok... im kinda scatter brained and i bet no one even pays attention to these.. i barely do lol. well to my own ne way ... i've been 15 for almost a year now plus im turning 16 soon so... yeah i suck at keeping everything up... well thats enough for now... see ya